tuesday 23
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.image below: title: 'the heavy breath of pain upon my nape'
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.dream: movement, cannot process, a guy moves some stone, image of
an o five united states coast guard helicopter pin, this pin seems to have been
made special for me, end dream
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.a - movement b - a guy moves something
c - united states coast guard helicopter pin
d - helicopter pin detail
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.dream: in a large government trailer home, in a room with n.s, i ask him
if his first wife remarried, he shows me a picture of her in a pink dress, end scene,
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.in the hall, walking, l.s and m.s up ahead, i almost turn on a tv, they tell me not to,
walk over a stool, stool spins a bit, go into right end cap room, leave, go into
left end cap room, people walk by in the hall,
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.in a dark closet, repeating doors, grab some cloth off the wall, cloth is blue with
white stripes,
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.in a room, plate of fruit on floor, two guys, offer fruit to the guys, touch guy
on left, guy on right has on a blue hoodie, do not touch him, eating fruit,
guy in hoodie puts an orange slice under couch for the mice, mice
get the orange slice and begin to eat it,
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.now there's grapes on the fruit plate, offer grapes to the two guys, end dream
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.a - me and n.s in room
b - hallway of government trailer home
c - sisters of n.s d - tv
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e - stool f - end cap side rooms
g - people h - dark closet
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i - cloth on walls j - plate of fruit
k - guy i touch l - guy i don't touch in blue hoodie
m - mice under couch
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.image below: fruit plate dream, alternate scale representation
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.image below: two mice and orange slice detail
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.dream: riding in a van full of people, aunt's sister (j.g) is driving, also in van
are aunt, mother, brother and s.s, van stops by water, s.s jumps into water,
i get out, say i'll walk from here, look over in water, large pelican and kids
playing with a red ball, wonderful scene,
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.walking along the road, going to a pizza feed, car comes at me, end scene,
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.in basement of g.h's house, peeing in toilet, g.h walks in on me, we leave,
go to other house for pizza,
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.in other house, large table, pizza on a large napkin, everyone is done
eating, table is a mess, i help to clean up, fold in sides of large napkin,
fold it in half, friend's dad (d.h) puts left overs in white plastic trash bag,
end scene,
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.in a room, a guy just got done fucking my brother and sits in front of a tv,
says my brother is upset because he didn't die, i ask the guy if he prefers men or
women, he says white men prefer him, i say i like women, end dream
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.a - van b - s.s in water
c - large pelican d - kids in water
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e - me walking f - car
g - me peeing h - g.h
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i - pizza on table j - guy with trash bag
k - guy l - me
m - brother in back room
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.image below: pizza feed dream, alternate scale representation
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.image below: pelican and kids in water detail
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.image below: cleaning up pizza on table, sequential event detail
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.a - me b - pizza on table
c - friend's dad (d.h) d - fold sides of large napkin in
e - fold large napkin in half f - d.h puts pizza leftovers in napkin in trash bag
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.dream:
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. https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2024/01/23/dream-23-jan-2024/
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. https://dddurbfive.wixsite.com/dddurb5w/post/dream-23-jan-2024
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.wake up
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.park
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.image below: title: 'mold forming in bowl of soup left out for far too long'
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