sunday 31

sunday 31

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.dream: outside a parked van, n.s will go with his brother, a.s, and his parents and not 

continue on with me in the van, 

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.in the van, drop off l.s by a small white house, this is the most difficult time for m.s 

because all her siblings are gone, end scene, 

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.by a parked white van in a field of grass, brother next to me, bare feet in the 

green grass, grandparents are approaching, 'watch this' brother says and starts to 

run, he catches four or five hats that are thrown at him, end scene, 

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.in a restaurant, finish eating, two military guys need to get back to the base, i 

can drive them since i have my military retired ID, everyone leaves the restaurant, 

putting on my socks and shoes outside, i'm the slowest person and the last guy to leave, 

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.walking on a sidewalk, going to the van, some lady is falling into a puddle in the sidewalk, 

some lady is yelling, it's only a recording of a lady yelling, i move along, going to the 

van to drive the two military guys to the base, two women on my left, they mention some 

stuff in the news, rain, stabbing something, 

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.get to van, back doors are open, lady (c.l) in the back left seat, i ask if the two military 

guys are in the van, they pop their heads up, sitting in the middle seat on the left, i shut 

back right door, back left door, go around to right side door, getting ready to drive the 

van, end dream 

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.a - n.s, his brother and parents                     b - me by van 

c - dropping of l.s                                          d - me and brother 

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e - grandparents                                             f - brother running and catching hats 

g - restaurant                                                 h - putting on shoes and socks 

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i - lady sinking in water                                j - lady yelling (recording) 

k - two women                                              l - van i'll drive 

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.image below: grandparents in field and brother catching hats scene detail 

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.image below: view into van with back doors open detail 

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.dream: i'm reading something, white letters on a black background, the word 'lice' keeps 

popping up, pronounced 'lee-tse', apparently some lady says this word a lot, end dream 

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.dream: in a building, go over to a washing machine, pick up some item, merchandise 

here, about to go into store where i buy noodles, enter store, guy is vacuuming 

floor with a shop vac, tells me to come back later, i leave, end scene, 

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.in a classroom, lady on my right, teacher down below, the lady next to me had 

written on the wall, she erases what she wrote, end scene, 

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.in an air force communications classroom, presentation time, friend (g.h) is about 

to present, g.h reads something from a screen, something about having two hours 

of communication, g.h starts to sing a song, 

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.i notice i'm wearing a mask, black wire attached to mask, wire has been cut, 

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.g.h finishes his song, i start handing him a bunch of cables, some green wire is 

a ground wire, there's a bunch of gold fingernail covers, something for me to use 

as medication, i mention these are for my fingernails, some guy says 'indentation', 

i say 'yea, my fucking fingernail indentation', guy starts to laugh, end dream 

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.a - me                                 b - washing machine and merchandise 

c - noodle store                    d - guy with shop vac 

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e - classroom                        f - me 

g - lady who wrote on wall 

h - female teacher                 i - air force communications classroom 

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j - g.h singing                        k - giving cables to g.h 

l - guy laughing                     m - window 

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.image below: noodle store scene, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: shop vac detail 

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.image below: cables and ground wire detail 

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.dream: a young girl is becoming more active, says she's gonna start complaining more, end dream 

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saturday 30

saturday 30

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.image set below: title: 'physical pain, not as bad as yesterday' 

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.dream: on the top deck of a large yacht, moving across water, approaching down hill 

water area up ahead, captain of yacht is on my left, i look back behind at the wake, a 

small remote control boat is following in the wake, i'm holding an iron and 

am using it to control the small boat in the wake, 

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.the captain chuckles, says i'm really trying this time, the small boat starts 

moving real fast in the wake, 'lightning speed' i say, then the small boat hits something 

and flies up in the air, moves backwards flipping and lands, 

'i've just dumped my crew' i say and run back to where the small boat landed, 

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.the small remote control boat is now a full sized red minivan, some kids are 

leaving the van, one has a skateboard, a lady is looking around and a bit confused, 

'what do we do now' she asks, i say 'you're free, free in america', the lady 

says something to another lady, then something about being in the 

nine eleven zone, seems like they'll set up a laundromat, end dream 

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.a - large yacht                                 b - downhill water area 

c - me                                               d - yacht captain 

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e - wake from yacht                         f - small remote control boat 

g - boat flips back                             h - red minivan 

i - two women and kids                    j - me 

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.image below: small remote control boat becomes full sized red minivan detail 

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.dream: on a beach in hawaii, a group of high school students are on the beach and 

protesting because they want a surfing class offered at their school, they're chanting 

about what they know and don't know, i move along, turn inland, the potential 

surf instructor is on my right, says he'll have to cut the surf class curriculum short, 

end scene, 

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.in the front of a moving vehicle with friend (p.j), vehicle is now on a floating 

track, bay on the left, i say the house we came from is a bit farther back, p.j says 

that most people don't notice that, some kind of track transition, now 

we're moving through medical offices at the university of washington, vehicle stops, 

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.in a classroom, working on some notes for an upcoming project, i get up, classroom 

has shifted to the start of the track location, put notes on table, need to catch the 

train again, some note about annoying something, twelve fifteen, five minutes to 

get to train, clock is backwards, would be twelve forty five but it's twelve fifteen, 

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leave class, walking down some stairs with two women, right turn, another right turn, 

going up some stairs to catch the train, end dream 

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.a - beach in hawaii                             b - water 

c - group of high school kids               d - surf class teacher 

e - me and p.j in car                             f - bay 

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g - uw medical offices                          h - in classroom, working on notes 

i - same classroom, finish with notes  

j - me and two women, down stairs      k - going to train, up stairs 

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.image below: hawaii and train dream, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: bay on left detail 

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friday 29

friday 29

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.image set below: title: 'unbearable physical pain' 

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.dream: high cliff, camper trailer on top of cliff, aunt is in camper cooking, i try and 

move past her, some kind of green vine boundary line, aunt helps me move vine 

and i exit trailer, friend's mom (a.s) is outside cooking, dime, end scene, 

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.hotdogs on rollers, end scene, 

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.two men, ejaculating penis, end dream 

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.a - high cliff                                     b - camper trailer 

c - aunt cooking                                d - green vine boundary 

e - friend's mom (a.s) cooking          f - two men 

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.dream: in a house in turkey, me and aunt, aunt goes up to lady in kitchen, i go 

into kitchen, lady calls me cabbie, me and aunt leave kitchen, need to 

get back to van, aunt has been driving me around but her dementia is 

getting worse and she probably shouldn't be driving anymore, 

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.aunt goes up to cabinet, this cabinet gives direct access to our van, 

aunt can't get her key to work, we leave cabinet, i go up some stairs, 

two round doors, i open door on left, bookshelves behind doors, go 

back down stairs, 

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.go outside with aunt, walking on sidewalk, we'll just go around to van, 

end scene, 

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.in a supermarket, eating an orange i just bought, some guy wants a piece, 

i give him an orange slice, guy said i paid sixteen dollars for this orange, 

seems a little high, the weekend staff is in the supermarket, i get up, go outside, 

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.walking on sidewalk, enter target store, back to school clothing section, all 

i have on is a towel wrapped around my waist, looking at shirts, i might steal 

a shirt, decide against it, one shirt is by a familiar designer, two guys are 

talking about pricing options on the right, 

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.a young boy comes over, sits on the floor, starts drawing in a book, his mom is 

by him, a store worker comes by, tells the kid he can't color in the book, he's 

lost millions making up for stuff like this, i move along, some lego kits catch my eye, 

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.underwater adventure lego kits, one is a king with lots of money, another is 

a shark mermaid guy in prison with a gun, end dream 

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.a - house in turkey                             b - lady 

c - field visible in window                  d - aunt 

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e - me                                                   f - cabinet 

g - bookshelves                                     h - door 

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i - walking outside                                 j - supermarket 

k - me eating orange                              l - guy 

m - weekend staff                                   n - sidewalk outside 

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o - target store                                         p - back to school clothing 

q - two guys, price discussion                 r - kid writing and his mom 

s - store worker                                        t - small lego kits 

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.image below: back to school clothing dream, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: cabinet (right) and bookshelves (left) detail 

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.image below: orange, folded shirt by familiar designer and lego kits detail 

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thursday 28

thursday 28

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.dream: riding in a car in vietnam, going down a hill, three lanes, far left lane is 

protected, downhill, middle lane has vehicles coming uphill, vehicle i'm in is in 

far right lane, a bus is in middle lane, 

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.bottom of hill, now i'm sitting at the front of a large wooden cart, 

some guy says something to me in vietnamese, he seems to want to sit where 

i'm sitting, i don't move, left turn, city park on right, i cross my legs, sitting 

cross legged, two people behind me sit in the same manner, end scene, 

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.house party, low wall, a person with a chainsaw approaches low wall, cuts out a 

big chunk of the wall, frees a lady, normal, cuts out another big chunk, frees 

another lady, bipolar, the normal lady is talking about the bipolar lady, how 

she gets injections every so often, four days a week of seven something, 

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.the bipolar lady is outside, flapping her arms, having an episode, she 

runs up on a concrete structure and runs away, end dream 

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.a - road hill in vietnam                         b - protected lane, downhill 

c - vehicles going uphill                        d - me in vehicle, downhill 

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e - city park                                            f - guy 

g - me on large wooden cart                  h - two people behind me on cart 

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i - house party                                        j - low wall 

k - person with chainsaw                       l - lady 

m - bipolar lady                                     n - bipolar lady flaps her arms and runs away 

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.image below: riding on large wooden cart in vietnam detail 

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.image below: bipolar lady flapping her arms outside detail 

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.dream: sitting on a large bean bag chair, mid day, sunny and hot, friend's sister (a.s) 

is standing behind me, n.s comes over and sits down on bean bag chair on my right, 

i ask him if he wants to go skateboard later, he says that he doesn't skate, 

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.three small bottles of water on my left, i need to drink them to stay hydrated, 

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.a - large bean bag chair                         b - me 

c - three small water bottles                   d - friend's sister (a.s) 

e - friend (n.s)                                         f - gas station 

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.image below: large bean bag chair and three small bottles of water detail 

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