saturday 30

saturday 30

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.yesterday's events: bicycle, noodles 

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.dream:

. complete darkness all around, falling, holding a blue cup, approaching the ground, 

blue cup gets bumped away by my right elbow, land on the ground, a blue cup is 

on the ground on the left, this indicates open access on the ground level, 

end dream 

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.a - me falling                                         b - blue cup i was holding 

c - my right elbow knocks blue cup away 

d - blue cup falls away                           e - ground 

f - blue cup on ground indicating open access 

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.dream:

. leave a classroom, in a hall with a person and a kid, i have a card game and am glad to 

be out of the class, i'm about to give the person and the kid some cards when i go back 

in the class real quick because i forgot something, 

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.come back out into the hall, the kid has gone into some other door, someone 

goes and gets the kid, now a guy and a lady are standing in front of me, i'm on the 

ground and have the cards for the game, 

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.offer up the cards, lady on the left takes one card, guy on the right takes a bunch of 

cards, about to start the game, on the right there are a bunch of other little groups that 

have formed with people doing different stuff, end scene, 

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.on the ground floor of a building, small dog, can of beans, the dog kicks the 

can and it rolls over to the wall, dog chases after the beans, some lady 

at the wall doing something, 

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.small cat appears, the little dog and cat are running around playing, i think 

i should give them some water but then they'd end up peeing all over the floor, 

dog and cat rest, reflection imagery in window on left, end scene, 

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.in a kind of bar area, behind two women in a booth, the women start a video recording, 

view of some timers counting up time, one lady says she speaks bulgarian and 

something that sounds like dutch, i write down 'bulgarian', 

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.now the other lady gets up, she has grey hair and blue eyes, lady says the names of 

four languages she speaks, none of them sound familiar, like alien languages from 

star trek, lady goes over to some guy on my left, 

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.guy starts speaking russian with an american accent, guy then eats some red licorice and 

sits on the floor, everyone is sitting on the floor except for me, i'm sitting on a high 

bench and working on writing notes, end scene, 

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.sitting on a high chair and working on some project, a guy (d.a) comes up on 

my right and starts to tickle me just under my right arm pit, this annoys and angers me, 

i push him down off me, turn around in the high chair, point at him with my right index 

finger and say in a threatening and aggressive tone 

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.'come at me again ...', 

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.d.a goes over and gets a red broom stick, it looks like he's going to come at me again, 

i'd fight him and likely win, but just then a pregnant woman with red hair, huge 

stomach and breasts, enters the room with three red haired children, maybe four, 

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.d.a is looking at the pregnant lady and isn't coming at me, the oldest girl 

says 'please', like she wants us to fight, i think 'grow up' to her, or maybe to myself, 

then someone, maybe me, says 'forgive us father for we have sinned', 

end dream 

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.a - classroom                                 b - me

c - card game                                  d - two people 

e - kid and other groups                  f - me 

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g - little dog                                    h - can of food 

i - some lady                                   j - little cat 

k - reflection in window                 l - two women start video recording 

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m - me                                            n - guy speaking russian 

o - people sitting on floor               p - me on bench 

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q - me working on project              r - guy (d.a) 

s - red broom stick                          t - pregnant lady 

u - kids 

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.image below: card game scene detail 

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.image below: small dog and cat scene detail 

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.image below: small dog and cat and can of food detail 

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.image below: bar scene detail 

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.image below: guy who speaks russian and red licorice detail 

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.image below: pregnant lady and kids scene detail 

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.gym membership 

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.skateboard 

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friday 29

friday 29

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.yesterday's events: corner store 

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.dream:

. over the ocean, descending down along a huge brown paper shopping bag, group of 

people at bottom of bag, all i have to do now is get back to shore but i don't know 

where the shore is, don't know which way to turn, 

end dream 

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.a - huge brown paper grocery bag 

b - me descending down 'a' 

c - group of people 

d - i don't know which way to turn to get to the shore 

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.dream:

. playing a video game, controlling a blue race car, approaching a large left turn 

on a steep bank angle, don't care, feeling a bit suicidal, blue car enters banked left 

turn at a high rate of speed, 

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.two other blue cars up ahead, my car smashes into both blue cars, the other two cars 

explode and burst into flames, the car driver i was controlling falls out of the car and 

over a cliff and into the ocean, 

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.now i'm in the ocean, still not giving a fuck, a huge shark is underwater and coming up at me, 

i put my head under the water to get a better view of the shark, i'm gonna break this 

animal in half, 

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.shark comes at me and bites my entire left arm up to the shoulder, i then reach around with 

my right arm and with my right arm on the shark's back and my left arm inside the 

shark's body, i snap the animal's spinal cord, end scene, 

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.in my room from high school, brother is there with me, i've written brother a card, the 

background is yellow with a blue and pink tie-dye pattern, i've written 'family values' 

in big bubble letters and some other stuff on the card, 

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.there's a little song that goes along with the card as well, something like

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.'family values, aaaahhhhhh, mmmmmmm', 

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.i sing the song, brother tries to repeat it but the mmmmmmm part is a little off, he has 

his mouth open too much and not enough nasality in the sound, brother 

repeats the mmmmmm sound, much better on the second time, 

end dream 

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.a - large left turn on steep bank angle 

b - car i'm controlling 

c - two other cars 

d - driver of 'b' falls over cliff 

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e - huge shark in ocean 

f - me 

g - brother 

h - family values card 

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.image below: video game cars and shark scenes, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: video game cars scene detail 

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.image below: family values card detail 

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.wake up

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.empty wine glass and two cigarette butts outside on the concrete 

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.bicycle, noodles 

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thursday 28

thursday 28

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.yesterday's events: lady feeding crows in the park 

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.dream:

. in apartment from college, early morning, guy (j.n) calls out to me from a different 

apartment, i'm supposed to be up by five am, it's five seventeen am, i over slept, 

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.go into j.n's apartment, his girlfriend went to mcdonalds and got some breakfast 

sandwhiches, she's washing the sandwhiches in the sink, as she's washing the 

sandwhich, it's like i'm eating it, 

end dream 

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.a - my apartment                                 b - other apartments 

c - me on porch                                    d - j.n's apartment 

e - j.n                                                     f - j.n's girlfriend 

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.image below: breakfast sandwhich detail 

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.dream:

. friend's dad (k.s) in a room, he's confused, something was all lined up to be 'in phase' with 

a submarine, but something didn't work, end scene, 

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.riding in a vehicle, pass by a large satellite dish, three long red antennas are all pointed in 

the same direction, this is the 'in phase' line up, pass by a large red and white construction 

crane on a track, 

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.pass by another vehicle, in the vehicle is a navy guy, he has an air warfare or air crew 

insignia on his shirt, also some kind of new surface warfare pin, another guy in 

this vehicle also has the new surface warfare pin, 

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.a guy is walking above some cliffs, this guy also has the new surface warfare pin, 

end scene, 

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.in a clothing store, shirts on a rack, i like these kinds of shirts, the fabric has little indented 

squares, i pick out some shirts i like, some other guy has picked out a similar shirt, 

end scene, 

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.in a house, lying on a couch, some guy lies on top of me, i push him off, some other guy enters 

room, a group of people are going outside, exciting, a chance to go outside, i jump up and 

run into a back room to get my shoes, get my shoes, getting the laces ready, blue, 

more like dental floss than shoe laces, 

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.a - k.s                                         b - satellite 

c - crane                                      d - vehicle 

e - navy guy with air insignia in vehicle 

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f - guy with surface insignia 

g - guy with surface insignia above cliff 

h - me in clothing store                 i - some guy 

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j - me on couch                             k - guy i push off me 

l - guy (possibly friend, s.c)         m - door 

n - getting my shoes ready 

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.image below: satellite and crane detail 

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.image below: navy shirt with new surface warfare insignia detail 

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.park workout 

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.corner store 

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wednesday 27

wednesday 27

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.yesterday's events: milk 

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.dream:

. looking at the requirements for marriage in all fifty states, start at washington, move on 

to oregon, the requirements for getting married in oregon may be considered much stricter, 

both spouses need to have identification, end scene, 

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.several pairs of blue and red dots, starts with a red then a blue, then for all the rest of 

the pairs, the red and blue are switched, i'm putting numbers with each colored pair, 

end dream 

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.a - marriage license requirements from all fifty states 

b - washington                             c - oregon 

d - other states                             e - first pair of blue and red dots 

f - subsequent pairs                      g - i put numbers with each pair 

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.dream:

. in friend's house (n.s), in living room, talking with a guy (b.m), i mention how 

n.s has been smoking more lately, b.m says that a couple weeks ago n.s spent sixty 

dollars on weed, the next week he spent sixty nine dollars, and this week he 

spent two hundred forty dollars on meth, i go outside, 

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.n.s is shooting hoops on a basketball court, he's wearing an army uniform but has 

no rank insignia or patches or anything, uniform is completely blank, i also notice 

he's not wearing boots but adidas sneakers, 

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.i ask why he isn't wearing boots and he says that if he's not marching, he doesn't need to wear 

boots, now i notice on the left side of his uniform, under the chest pocket, is a patch that 

says 'barracks', 

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.i may take a shot or two with a deflated basketball, i leave court and 

talk with b.m by some cliffs, go back on court, n.s goes off court, n.s goes into the 

lawn and starts to do some breakdancing moves, end scene, 

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.in driveway from house from high school, brother is in the driver's seat of a jeep and 

is about to drive to school, i say i'm not riding with him, i don't feel safe with him 

driving, i leave, go back to jeep, try to sit in front passenger seat, cannot, two 

passengers in back of jeep, 

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.mother says that brother will be driving a different car, brother goes into the back of 

this other car and lies down to sleep, apparently he doesn't want to drive this car, 

end dream 

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.a - friend's house (n.s), living room 

b - me                                         c - guy (b.m) 

d - outdoor basketball hoop 

e - friend, n.s                               f - me talking to b.m 

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g - n.s breakdancing                    h - brother in vehicle 

i - two passengers                        j - me 

k - brother in back of other vehicle 

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.image below: breakdancing scene detail 

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.dream:

. in friend's house (n.s), in bathroom, people in the other room are talking, friend's sister (a.s) 

is talking about her best friend (j.l), apparently j.l and her boyfriend don't sleep, a.s 

walks by the bathroom door where i am, i say i understand what it feels like not 

to be able to sleep, 

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.i may pick up some fingernail clippers from the opposite wall, trying to wash my 

hands in the sink, some long piece of glass is over the sink, as i'm trying to wash my 

hands, some lady comes up to the door, says she needs to pee, fine by me, 

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.lady enters bathroom and sits down on toilet, then she lays back and begins to piss, 

it's not one continuous stream of pee, she pisses for a bit, then stops, then pisses for 

a bit again, this intermittent peeing goes on for quite some time, then lady 

gets up and leaves, i never get a good look at her and don't really know who it 

is, may be friend's sister (l.s) but i'm not sure, 

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.a - bathroom                                 b - people talking in other room 

c - door                                          d - me at sink 

e - fingernail clippers                     f - glass on sink 

g - lady peeing in toilet 

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.image below: bathroom dream, alternate scale representation 

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