tuesday 30

tuesday 30

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.dream: walking in an attic area, turn, g.h, end scene, 

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.auditorium, people, i get up from seat, a naturalistic healing ceremony is 

being performed, s.h is rubbing oil on some lady, i'm next to e.b, 

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.mr nagasaki is a japanese spy and is trying to get info on the atom bomb from 

the americans, he's wearing a white suit and walks down the stairs, i follow him, 

look to my right, books, i grab a set of disney goofy books, eight, go back to back of 

room, the a-team has arrived, tapping their feet, i walk back down stairs, 

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.portuguese tourist book, russian language learning plaque, end dream 

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.a - g.h                             b - auditorium 

c - i get up from seat 

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d - naturalistic healing ceremony 

e - mr nagasaki                f - get goofy book 

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g - a team arrives 

h - portuguese tour book 

i - wooden russian language learning plaque 

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.image below: 'the yellow scales' 

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monday 29

monday 29

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.dream: vehicle just dropped me off, walking on sidewalk, go into airport waiting area, 

sit down, lady next to me, mentions washington state, guy mentions my seat, like a small 

bed, i kneel down, write in my notebook, 

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.at a table now, bottle of sulfate and c.l away from me, science lady comes over 

with some clam juice, asks me to make it, two little cups, i pour juice from one 

cup to the other, 

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.leave table, grab a pamphlet, college pamphlet, go into back area, people have been 

painting on easels, m and m's candies painting, i leave area, end dream 

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.a - vehicle drops me off 

b - walking on sidewalk                     c - airport waiting area 

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d - i sit down 

e - lady                                                f - some guy mentions my seat 

g - kneeling, writing in notebook 

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h - me at table                                     i - c.l and bottle of sulfate 

j - science liquid on table                    k - get pamphlet 

l - biology ii students painting on easels 

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sunday 28

sunday 28

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.image below: title: 'blue and black on white' 

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.dream: enter a house, skateboard riders, i'd like to go skate, they're drunk, i leave, 

end scene, 

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.in a garage, k.s is filing metal off some rod, him and n.s are getting ready to 

weld a harmonica to the bottom of a car, i'm in the corner, skateboard deck and hammer, 

n.s is in a car, bent axel rod appears, may be the main support frame beam, end dream 

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.a - me                             b - house of skateboard riders 

c - guys are drunk            d - i leave 

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e - me in garage 

f - skateboard deck and hammer 

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g - k.s filing metal            h - n.s in car 

i - bent axel rod (frame beam) 

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.dream: lying on the floor, cat near me, cat is looking at pictures on wall, one pic is 

of a tiger caring for its young, cat walks on me, end scene, 

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.a guy has a dick and balls growing out of his left shoulder, guy has a boner as 

well, he's very proud of his shoulder dick, starts to cum from his main dick, 

some other guys in the room, they touch and suck on his main dick a bit, end scene, 

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.chocolate store, two women exit, i enter, i've been prescribed ten ibuprofen, ask 

chocolate store lady if i can fill my prescription here, no, chocolate only, shelf, 

chocolate, i choose a box, lady gives me some free chocolate easter bunnies as well, 

leave store, 

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.driving up hill, table in street, lady, i hit a blue bench, go left, fortune teller store, 

lady behind mirror, comics on wall, end dream 

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.a - me on floor                             b - cat 

c - small table 

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d - pictures on wall                        e - boner guy with shoulder dick 

f - other guys                                  g - two women leave chocolate store 

h - enter chocolate store 

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i - chocolate store lady                   j - chocolate on shelf 

k - driving car 

l - table in street                              m - i hit a blue bench 

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n - up hill                                         o - i go left 

p - fortune teller lady behind mirror 

q - comic books on wall 

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.image below: chocolate easter bunny and blue bench 

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saturday 27

saturday 27

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.image below: title: 'white and black on blue' 

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.dream: small private university, enter into building, lecture in progress, male lecturer, 

mostly female students, topic, female voters in florida, a lady has a question, guy 

tries to answer, unsatisfactory answer, the dean isn't pleased, asks the guy to leave, 

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.i'm leaving with the guy, we go through a door, guy is trying to put a bunch of trash 

cans in the door to prop it open, we move along, go down some green stairs, 

army private coming up stairs, i slide down thick concrete green banister, 

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.me and teacher guy at military supply store, male and female clerk behind counter, 

the teacher guy picks up a pack of four lanyards, throws it in a different area, 

'that was there, now it's there' he says, 'well, unfuck it' i tell him, end scene, 

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.in a supermarket, produce section, refrigerated goods section opens up, i enter, 

milks on a table, very large container of super milk, more than a gallon, some 

guy takes it before me, milk tortillas, i imagine myself getting normal milk, end dream 

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.a - enter into university building 

b - guy giving lecture                     c - lady asks question 

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d - dean is not pleased with teacher 

e - me and teacher guy leaving 

f - trash cans by door                      g - stairs down 

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h - army private coming up stairs 

i - i slide down green banister         j - military goods store, clerks behind counter 

k - lanyards 

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l - produce section of supermarket 

m - enter into refrigerated goods section 

n - milk and tortillas                       o - guy takes milk i wanted 

p - me 

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.image below: green banister and lanyards 

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friday 26

friday 26

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.dream: house from high school, i go outside, driveway, people, animals, more people, 

some guy comes up to me, i headbutt him, right knee him in the chest, go back near door, 

large chested woman wrapped in grey blanket, sexual intentions, 

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.looking for a good place to fuck, go around to back yard, dirt in the grass, no good, 

go back near door, lady goes inside, i follow her up to mother's bedroom, 

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.lady lies down on bed, i notice a picture on the wall, tits and stomach, i go out into hall, 

brother is there, i invite him into mother's bedroom, standing by bed, looking at lady 

in bed, now it's n.s on my left, he asks me if i'm going first, 

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.i get into bed with lady, she's on her hands and knees, sexual penetration, 

lots of cunt cheese, i withdraw, reach for a tissue on the right, end dream 

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.a - i leave house                     b - going out in driveway 

c - people and animals             d - more people 

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e - guy i headbutt                     f - large chested woman 

g - back lawn, dirt 

h - lady goes inside                  i - i go inside 

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j - mother's bed                         k - picture on wall 

l - hallway 

m - brother                                 n - i take brother into mother's room 

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o - brother is now n.s 

p - sex with lady in bed               q - tissues on right 

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thursday 25

thursday 25

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.image below: title: 'rainy day' 

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.dream: garage, cheese and pretzel sticks snacks, all gone, aunt wants me to bring over a 

cart, i do so, 

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.walking in a home, k.s is eating, i grab some snacks, 

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.tree house tennis court area, j.e is there, i move along, go down some stairs, 

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.playing a small piano, turn up volume, top right of piano, lady on my left can 

hear now, more people on left, end scene, 

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.in a kitchen, cup of sealed water, open seal, drink, round donut shaped white container of 

meat, i open it, try and move fingers on left hand, no response, look down, my 

left arm has been completely severed at the elbow and is now in the dish washer, 

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.a.n has came over and peed, i tell him i want him to get my arm out of dish washer, 

he tackles me to the ground, end dream 

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.a - garage                     b - pretzel sticks and cheese 

c - large wheeled cart, two levels 

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d - k.s eating in home 

e - me eating snacks     

f - tree house tennis court 

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g - j.e                             h - stairs down 

i - me at piano               j - lady, other people 

k - me in kitchen, meat, water, dish washer 

l - a.n 

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.nap dream: n.s in shower, shower water knob won't stay at eight point five, heat rating, 

moves up to just under nine, i get in shower, no eight point five, just under nine 

on the water heat knob, 

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.get out of shower, towel around me, shelves, underwear, guys at table in other room, 

end scene, 

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.guy selling used books, i pick some out, interested in some foreign language childrens 

books, guy gives them to me for free, guy needs to update the receipts, i look at 

some more foreign language books on high shelf, 'scots for speakers of english', 

red and green cover, among others, end dream 

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.a - n.s in shower                     b - me 

c - shelves with underwear 

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d - guys at table in other room 

e - table, used books                f - book seller 

g - me                                       h - more foreign language books in high shelf 

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wednesday 24

wednesday 24

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.image below: title: 'broken guitar, dead squirrel on the street' 

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.dream: outside a house, guy comes outside, another guy arrives with a dog, guy from 

house has a bunch of gambling debt, puts down a bunch of pills on the hood of a parked car, 

guy from house is selling the drugs to the guy with the dog, fentanyl pills, 

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.perspective shift to the right, i may have went in the house and came back out, pills on 

the ground, dog eats a pill and falls over dead, red haired dog, white face, end dream 

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.a - house                     b - guy with pills 

c - car parked               d - guy and dog 

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e - perspective shift 

f - dog eats pill, dies 

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.nap dream: in a bank, sitting, chinese lady across from me in other room, i pull out 

a small white drum, start to beat it lightly, 

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.safety deposit box area is open, i get up, go back to seat, bank is closing, lady tells me 

this, i get ready to leave, end dream 

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