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.mid may - then june and july - planning next cross county skateboard trip

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.busted jaw - skate_or_die 

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sun 22 sep

 .sunday 22 september 9:12 AM PST , 09:12, 

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.returned from cross county skateboard trip, all is well

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.Ramerica, Mmмmmm, م م م ، م،.   ...م. m 

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.Cross county skateboard 🛹 😁 trip, uncle 😎 on my mind 

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sep 17 2024

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.dreams forgotten:   3.5, brain, left side middle ... six seven whatever, end dream 

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.dream: bird man pushups ..

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.a - bird man doing pushups ....... b - rip breaker comes in, breaks bird man's ribs 

c - someone spits out a heart, creates more space 

d - me not caring (kinda),       e - don't remember, new space creates by heart pass 

.f - hospital behind me is full, people entering ......... g - class in front of me, i'm facing the class 

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.dream: quick shot practice .....c_b_low_r/uo\f_labels. 

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.a - hallway    ..... b - hall door to my room 

c - halldoor to neighbor's room ..... d - me in my room 

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.e - window between rooms     ...... f - neighbor 

g - quick shot direction .   ,....     score board .

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monday 09

monday 09

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.A - butterfly in a hospital, end dream 

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.note: above butterfly image courtesy of 'emojipedia.org' and 'joypixels nine point zero',  

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.soda - park - skatepark - jump 

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sunday 08

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.dreams: ABCD

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.A - in a house, second floor, no food, i'm married to a.s now, she's wearing jeans, 

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.in a trailer, carrying a letter, mother has her own business now, she's at table in 

front of me, she's leaving, i have class at two pm, i leave trailer, 

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.sliding around outside a house, slide up a ramp, entrance to house, i turn around, 

slide back down ramp, group of foreign guys up ahead, they're all talking, some 

guy said 'ana watashi wa' and now everyone says it, 

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.table with posters, something about god and grammar and listening, end dream 

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.a - second floor closet area, no food             b - friend's sister, a.s, we're married 

c - mother in trailer                     d - outside area                 e - ramp 

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f - to inside house                        g - i turn around               h - foreign men 

i - poster by table 

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.B - in a hospital, cube thing on table, i kill two bugs, end scene, 

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.outside a building, k.r is absent, i grab skateboard and leave, end scene, 

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.t.d in a classroom, he'll do good in the navy, end dream 

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.D - enter a classroom, just came out of the bathroom, taking a test, i have to make up my 

own questions then answer them, i'm writing about the third to fifth stages of an air compressor, 

schematic is on my desk, 

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.a.h is behind me on the right, he can't do this test, can't think of his own questions, end scene, 

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.house from elementary school, basement, shovel and ice, a bbq party is supposed to go down, 

already eleven thirteen and no one here, i go upstairs, 

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.brother at table, he's had a beer, empty beer can, end scene, 

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.ladder down to water, a guy jumps down into water, throws something up onto pier, 

i climb up ladder, go right, guy climbs up ladder, goes left then right, guy kneels 

down by a small stone, he's overcome by emotion, 

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.i have a similar small stone but am not new to this emotion, now my stone looks like 

a piece of meat, i move along, 

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.in a room, some guy wants to check out some electronic box, i have to sign for him, 

guy signs and writes date, sep seven, i sign below his signature, end dream 

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.a - taking a test i make up myself             b - shovel of ice 

c - yard outside                                 d - brother drank a beer 

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e - water below                             f - me and guy looking at our stones 

g - i sign for a guy 

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.i may be depressed 

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.let september be a frugal month of saving and financial discipline 

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.i may be incapable of depression 

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